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where did you masturbate outside the most daring one.

I have never like full-on masturbated and came in public. But, I have fingered myself in the car in front of Edward.

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how many times did you masturbate in your 12 hour grace period?

4 times. I was going to when I got home from work but I was dead tired. Those orgasms wore me out ;)

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how many times do you masturbate a day?

It depends. If I do masturbate, one to two times a day. But there are days where I don't feel like it. On average I probably do it about 5-6 times at the least per week.

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Pass

he's giving me a 12 hour pass to masturbate as much as i want, without losing. holy shit! i'm off to relieve all my sexual frustrations ;)

*edited*

i felt my wet pussy in dire need to be touched. i stuck a finger in, playing with myself, but then moving to my hot spot. i touched my clit for no less than three minutes and had a huge orgasm. my body jolted, my muscles spasmed, and i felt that amazing feeling wash over my entire body.

i enjoyed it so much i went back and had another huge orgasm. i'm still aching for more, and i have until 1:29 am to touch myself all i want. i believe i'm gonna be doing this alllll day ;)

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mmm what's your stand on double penetration??? Have you done it before? btw i LOVE this background image!!! =D totally hot!

I haven't done it, but I think it looks fun. Maybe it's something I'll bring up to Edward and see if he'd be down for it. I have a feeling it would feel amaaaazing ;)

Thank you, i find it totally hot too ;)

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what kind of music is the best to fuck too?

Hmmm. Honestly, I've never fucked to music. But I would imagine anything sensual or erotic. Check out http://thesecretiveslut.blogspot.com for their top choices to fuck to.

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I forgot to include more than one guy at once...

which is a no. Maybe if I wasn't in a relationship ;)

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blue all shades...Which of the following things do you want to try sexually...Threesome? Couple Swapping? Videotaping? Sex in public? More than one guy at once?

Threesome, if I didn't have a boyfriend. I know myself too well, a threesome would kill our relationship. I love him too much. But I did have one of my good friends offer, and as tempting as it was, I couldn't. He agrees though, a threesome would destroy what we have.

Couple swapping, no. I'm personally not into watching another woman fuck him. He's mine.

Videotaping, fuck yes! We always mean to but we get sidetracked in the moment :/ But we definitely want to make a video and take some very dirty pictures of our rendezvous.

Sex in public, another fuck yes! I've blown him in public, and he's fingered me in public, but I want a full on fuck in public. I think I'm going to try on my campus. Or a park at night ;)

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i'm not going to post every answer on here, only the ones i find relevant to this blog. i will answer all questions, which can be viewed here. Ask away!

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Do you consider yourself submissive? Are you a dom? Have you experimented with BDSM with your bf? Or other guys?

Definitely. I always want Edward to have his way with me. I love having him shove his dick down my throat and have me take it. I love being used.

As far as being a dom goes, I'm still up in the air about it. Of course I like getting my way, which is why I want to win this bet so badly. There are times when I really want my way so I do everything in my power to get him to do it my way, but it's not all the time.

We've used handcuffs (me and Edward), but that's about it. I'm not so much into using nipple clamps, strap-ons, or full on body rope. Handcuffs are fun though, they let one of us be bonded without getting too much into BDSM.

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Do you enjoy giving oral sex? And if so, do you swallow or like it when Edward finishes on you?

I LOVE giving head. Like, a lot. I personally feel if he's not coming inside me, it's a waste, and therefore I want it down my throat. I love how he tastes, but there are sometimes when I want a facial. And I have had him finish on my chest. Sometimes, it just happens ;)

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Frustration!

i'm so horny. ugh. i wanna touch my clit so badly!

can't do it, must not lose bet.

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Postponement.

we totally caved tonight. he showed me his dick, i showed him my cunt, and well, we had amazingly hot video sex. no words were needed. the sounds of a wet pussy, and friction between his dick and hand was all the sounds we needed. i had a huge orgasm, which in turn triggered his. i looked up just in time to see that white load shoot all over his belly.

i can't believe how strong my orgasm was, but then again i haven't done it in over a week and i've been reallllyyy horny. we decided to postpone our bet tonight because we were both in dire need of some relief. the bet starts again, like right now. so no more masturbating for 19 days. let's see how long we last this time ;)

side note: had he not brought up postponing it tonight, i wouldn't have done it. i was really going to not do it, and i figured if i could not do it last night when i was soaking my panties, i could definitely make it three weeks. he obviously needed it. then again, spreading my cunt for him must have got him goin' ;)

Torture.

edward came home last night incredibly horny. maybe it was those x-rated pictures i sent him earlier in the afternoon, or maybe it's the fact that he hasn't touched himself in well over a week. whatever it was, he was really horny, and decided he would say dirty things to me.

as much as i want to write everything, i'm not going to. if i think about it, i start to get wet, and i'm not going to lose this bet. i started to soak through my panties last night as he said incredibly hot & dirty things to me. at one point he said he'd let me do it tonight if i want to, but he wouldn't because that means he'd lose the bet. both of us set on winning means no phone sex.

i have to admit, he really tried to get me to cave. i know he was horny, but that man has wayyy more willpower than i do. i drifted off with wet panties and a throbbing clit. thanks babe, real nice, haha.

The Bet.

it's that time again, me and edward making our bet. only this time, it's longer. the bet is to go 3 entire weeks without touching ourselves, that means no phone or video sex OR private masturbation. the prize: the loser has to be the winner's sex slave for the entire first day we fuck.

i love the prize, but 3 weeks? i'm gonna die. i had such a hard time with doing 1 week, but i am determined to win this. he thinks i won't, but at the same time he wants me to. he sent me this text when we made the bet:

"i'm challenging you. who ever loses is the others slave for the first day. i like that. i want you to win."

he wants to be my sex slave? oh my god, i can already think of all things he's gonna do to me when i win. he really thinks i'm going to lose. but i know this, he's definitely not going to make it 3 weeks. i know him, he can't. it's been about a week since he has, and i give it another week tops before he explodes (pun intended).

i do have a hard time not touching myself. i love how i feel, i love the wetness, everything. i honestly love my pussy, i think it looks good ;) so i just have to make sure i go without it longer than he can. but my own goal is to not do it until i see him. i think it's doable, but it's going to be fucking hard.

he's already trying to get me to cave. he sent me this text today:

"i can't wait to kiss you. down from your neck. across your tits, down your stomach. spread your legs. suck on your clit. finger your pussy. lick you."

i knew what he was up to so i sent him one back saying, "nice try."

his response: "it's not a try. i'm going to bend you over. lick everything i want. and i'm going to fuck you, hard. i'm going to cum inside you. then go down on you again."

he's fucking good, and he knows i have a weakness for dirty text messages. he succeeded, it totally turned me on. but i am not going to give in. i think i'm gonna prance around naked tonight in front of him on skype so he caves ;)

when i win i'm gonna make sure i get everything i want that first day. i want rough, dirty, mind blowing sex. i want to feel his tongue wash over my pussy and my asshole. i want him to shove his dick into my cunt, and then down my throat, forcing me to swallow his cum. i want him to run his hands all over my body while he fucks me. i want to tie him up with our handcuffs and torture him until he is begging me for release. i'm gonna get it all.

wish me luck ;)

TMI Tuesday

1. Have you had sex with another person in 2010? Have you passed on an opportunity to sex with another person in 2010? edward & me rang in the new year with anal sex ;)


2. What is the funniest thing you have ever said or done during sex? (Orgasmic facial expressions do not count.) i don't know but we have sex where we laugh somewhat often.


3. What is the first thing you notice about a member of the opposite sex? smile & lips.


4. What is the best pick-up line you have ever heard? Every used? Ever been used on you? awe man, i heard a really good one but i totally forgot it :/


5. Where is the most unique you have ever had sex? the sex motel we frequent. not unique, but then again we haven't fucked many places. my goal is to take him on campus & fuck him in a class room while he's here.

Bonus (as in optional): Do you pee in the shower? If so, has any SO known that you pee in the shower? Has any SO peed in the shower? haha, no i do not, but i'm sure many people do.

to come this week:

THE BET

Spread Em

"spread your pussy for me. let me see it."

i spread my inner lips revealing my pink, juicy pussy.

"i wanna stick my tongue deep inside it and lick it. god, i wanna fuck you so bad."

i angle the camera and spread everything for him, showing my tight asshole and wet pussy.

"play with yourself. think of me fucking your ass and coming inside it. imagine me forcefully pushing you down on your knees and sticking my dick deep down your throat."

i obey what he asks and play with myself, sticking two fingers deep inside my cunt for him to watch.

"when i see you, i want you to strip us naked and give me the most mind blowing head ever."

i say mmm but i have other plans in mind; i think a nice lap dance prior to mind blowing head will blow his mind even more.

"i'm gonna pound your ass in 4 weeks."

i continue to play with myself, giving him what he wants. the deep breath he takes in right before he comes is my signal to go faster, so he sees me rubbing my clit hard while he blows delicious come all over his tummy.

mmm.

Oh God.

i did the most embarrassing thing on skype tonight, in front of edward. thank god he has a sense of humor and couldn't help but laugh and make jokes about.

it was pretty funny though, haha.

TMI Tuesday (By Edward)

i got him to answer my questions for me. these are his (lame) answers ;)

1. When you masturbate, how long, typically, is your session and what do you think about (other than having an orgasm)?

10 seconds.

2. Have you ever been "caught" masturbating?

15 times.

3. Have you ever masturbated in front of your computer? If 'yes' was it for your own purposes or for someone's viewing pleasure?

500,000 times.

4. Have you ever attended a group masturbation party? Same-sex or mixed?

about 500.

5. When masturbating, as you reach orgasm, do you continue to stimulate yourself without interruption, or do you stop and apply pressure until your spasms subside? Or?

i yell "bazinga!"

6. Have you ever video'ed yourself while masturbating (solo)? Where are they now?
i refuse to answer.

Bonus (as in optional): How often do you use the word "fuck" (or its derivatives) in casual conversation - frequently, occasionally, rarely, never.

i usually say fuckzinga,

my boyfriend is so dumb, really, he wouldn't answer any of my questions seriously :/

TMI Tuesday

1. When you masturbate, how long, typically, is your session and what do you think about (other than having an orgasm)?

depends. if i want it long and drawn out it can last a good 10 minutes. but on average, about 3-5 minutes. mainly i think about fucking edward.

2. Have you ever been "caught" masturbating?

i think my mother has haha

3. Have you ever masturbated in front of your computer? If 'yes' was it for your own purposes or for someone's viewing pleasure?

yessum, all for edward ;)

4. Have you ever attended a group masturbation party? Same-sex or mixed?

no i have not.

5. When masturbating, as you reach orgasm, do you continue to stimulate yourself without interruption, or do you stop and apply pressure until your spasms subside? Or?

i stop and let it keep building. i can bring myself over the edge fairly quickly, so i stop to let it build up so it's incredibly strong.

6. Have you ever video'ed yourself while masturbating (solo)? Where are they now?
no video, not yet at least ;)

Bonus (as in optional): How often do you use the word "fuck" (or its derivatives) in casual conversation - frequently, occasionally, rarely, never.

frequently, i have a sailor's mouth.

Request

oh readers, my life has been nothing but work, school and tests. forgive me for not having any posts lately. hopefully i can think of something to write soon. maybe a hot session with edward? let me know if that sounds good ;) actually, if any of you have a request blog, i think i'm up for it!

Emotions

Sigh, i hate being emotional. i get so emotional during my period, and of course i get upset with poor edward. at least he forgives me & loves my crazy ass (literally & figuratively of course) ;)

5 weeks & i see my babe & i'll make it up to him somehow ;)

oh yeah, i bet him head over something and i lost. so i'll have to let you guys know about the mind blowing head i give him when he's here. maybe he'll even write it himself for you guys. slim chance, but i can dream, can't i?

Subconscious

i can be a pretty paranoid gal sometime. okay let me rephrase that, i can be paranoid a little too often, for my likings at least. today i realized i was 5 days late and i started to get paranoid about being pregnant.

sure, i got my period while i was there. but what if it was implantation bleeding?
sure, we used a condom. but that was when he knew he was going to need one.
sure, i'm probably overanalyzing every little thing; the tenderness in my breasts, the fatigue, the cramping in my uterus. all of which sounds like a normal period, but what if it's not? i never have tenderness in my breasts. and i sure as fuck don't ever have a slight feeling that i may be pregnant. and then it all hit me, what if i am? i really felt that i was. i just had this feeling and i had felt that way for a few days. but after 5 days of a missed period and plenty of semi-safe sex, i thought it was time to take a test.

my fears were relieved when i took a pregnancy test: i'm definitely not pregnant. (funny side note: i bought a test and when i sat down to pee i realized right then and there that my period had started. i took the test anyway but am slightly annoyed i wasted money to get my period haha). when i told edward he was very calm and he knew all along that i wasn't. which if i was, would be something else. i'm young, i have so many aspirations, what would i have done?

i realized something though, i want a baby. not just in a few years, i want one now. i'd be perfectly content having one right now. i know, i sound nuts. the thought of having a baby now doesn't scare me, it's the thought of telling my parents and having to put my dreams on hold for a while that's scary. i secretly wished i was. and i know where it all came from. this past month i've seen babies left and right, attended a baby shower, and have just been going gaga for babies. i love children, not in some sick way but i want to be a mother. and when the idea came into my head i think i milked it and played up my symptoms. not on purpose of course but subconsciously (totally analyzing myself right now). the subconscious is a crazy place.

and i think another part was to see how edward would react and what he would do. i know, it sounds horrible, like i'm putting him through a test. but to be honest, i didn't think of all of this when i told him everything today. i really think this was all an act of my subconscious. i didn't want him to prove anything to me because i know he'd be there. however, in the past he couldn't even talk about children so i never really knew how he'd react.

he was the most supportive boyfriend ever, and i couldn't thank him enough for keeping his cool and not getting all worked up when i was. he was calm, and got me to do one thing at a time. when i asked him what would he do if i was and wanted to keep it he told me he'd be there for me no matter what. i know i have an amazing boyfriend, and this just proves* it all :)

*again, i didn't consciously do it for him to prove it to me or because i wished i was pregnant. i analyzed myself afterwards because i realized i was being too paranoid over all of this and these made the most sense. i could be wrong but i don't think i am.

Delicious.

there is nothing hotter than watching edward stoke his dick in front of me & shooting cum all over the place. thick, white, delicious cum.