Vacation Recap (so far)

okay, i am back with the grandparents which means i have plenty of time today to write about my adventures with edward. lemme try and go in order.

sunday 12/20:

our anniversary. i really didn't think we were gonna be able yo see each other because of the horrible snow storm but we did. it was perfect. we went to "our" place and exchanged our gifts with each other. he bought me this beautiful white gold pink heart pendant. there is huge significance behind it but i can't tell what it is because it would give me away. i will tell you it has something to do with how we met. i gave him his very nice watch and a picture of us in front of the castle at disneyland. we both loved our gifts and i couldn't have asked for a more perfect boyfriend.

so after we were all lovey dovey i told him to get into the bathroom so i could change. he didn't want to but he got up and walked over to me and wrapped his arms around me. he started kissing my neck and licking my ears, running his hands all over my body in a skin tight dress. i pushed him off but he pushed me up onto the counter so he could finger me and kiss me at the same time. again, i pushed him off. i knew he was frustrated but i wanted to show him his other gift ;)

i changed into my smoking hot outfit: a purple playboy bustier, a black lacy thong that is crotchless with garters attached, and fishnet thigh-hi's. i have to say, with my hair long and wild and the outfit on, i looked fucking hot. i told him to come out and his eyes widened immediately. he gave me the "oh-my-fucking-god-i-want-to-fuck-you-right-now" look. he came over to me and eyed me up and down and then motioned me to turn around. i did, bending over so he could see how hot my ass looked with garters around it. i asked him if he liked it and he looked at me then to the bed, then to me again, then back to the bed, then he pushed me down onto the bed.

he got in between me and took out his dick so he could push it inside me since my panties were crotchless and all. we started fucking like crazy. he took everything off of me except the thigh-hi's and had me ride him hard. we fucked like that then moved to me on my side with him standing up next to me. then eventually to him on top were he collapsed on top of me after he came. we didn't exactly fuck all day but it was still tons of fun. we wrestled naked a lot and fought for the covers and even though he is so strong and i can't beat him, i have plenty of fun trying ;)

eventually i gave him the handcuffs and he tied me up so i couldn't break free. he did whatever he wanted to me and he fucked me hard. we ended up taking a nice shower together then eating dinner at the place we ate last year on our first date :) overall, it was such an amazing anniversary. i think we will have plenty more :)

sadly, monday, tuesday, and wednesday i didn't see him.

thursday 12/24:

me, edward, and my brother went out for sushi and a movie and then up to my cousins. it was a really chill day since it was christmas eve. we saw up in the air which was pretty cool but nothing huge that day.

friday 12/25:

both of our families don't do much on christmas day so we decided to spend it together since we love the holiday so much. after he had gone to his families to give gifts he picked me up and we went to t.g.i friday's for some delicious steak. we had a really good meal and we were going to see a movie but the times weren't coordinating with us.

so we went to our place again and had crazy sex. we bought some baby oil and gave each other full body massages and then had sex. it was so much fun slipping and sliding all over each other. we had some fun sex in the shower after a slight mishap were he almost had a heat stroke (fucking crazy) and then we watched house season 5 that i bought him for christmas (fun, hah). he fell asleep but whenever he'd wake up he would grab me and pull me into him. a very nice christmas :)

saturday 12/26:

we went our for some delicious breakfast and saw sherlock holmes. it was pretty okay, not the best but i did like it. we didn't do anything else that day since he had things to do at home but it was still enjoyable.

sunday 12/27:

went shopping. ate white castle with my brother and cousin, then dropped them off. we went straight to our place and had another great time fucking. we bought some durex tingling silicone based lube and tried that as soon as we got into the room. well, after we messed around and he fucked me from behind we decided to hop into the shower and try it out.

oh.my.fucking.god. it felt amazing! we were both panting and moaning. it was sooo fucking great. i was bent over and he was fucking me from behind with us both lubed up and we were going nuts. he never talks, he only moans once in a while. the whole time he kept saying, "wow. oh fuck. god. jesus." and he kept moaning. it felt so good. i told him i wanted him to come in my face so when he was really close he pulled out and had me get on my knees. i watched him jerk-off and felt it hit all over my chin and in my mouth. pretty fun ;)

we ended up just laying down after but went at it again after a while. i rode him faster than i ever did before, with the lube. we were both going crazy again. his facial expressions, the noises he made, i knew he was so close and i was pretty close too. but for some reason, i slowed down. i think it's because i get really tired and because i'm terrified that i'm going to pee instead of come.

but when i got off of him, he said he felt weird. like his dick was burning. then it was really burning and he needed to wash off the lube. we got him all clean but when i smelled it it seriously smelt like burning rubber. we don't know if it's because we had a condom on too or if that's the smell of the lube on flesh but i could smell it on my fingers after i touched myself. the lube in general worked really nicely in the shower and it felt great for me when i was on top but he said it was uncomfortable.

that night we also found an amazing position; i lay on my side in the fetal position and he fucks me from behind but him laying down too but his hips twisted. it's hard to explain but it feels fantastic. i really think if edward would have kept going i would have come. he was hitting something and it felt fucking great.

tuesday 11/29:

we saw it's complicated which i liked very much, and i met his best friend. i really liked him, and i think he liked me too. i asked him if i got his approval and he said yes, and edward can tell when he's lying and he told me that he really does like me. i'm glad, it makes me feel good to know his best friend approves of me.

i'll see edward tomorrow and we're going to spend pretty much all day together. i'm not sure if i'm going to spend the night with him but it would be nice if i get to. i don't think i'm going to be able to though. friday is our last day together. as much as i am ready to go home i hate saying goodbye to him. i love him and i love our relationship, and having to leave him is incredibly hard. sigh, i'm not ready to do it. but it's inevitable. i guess i'm going to have to make the most of tomorrow and the part of friday that we spend together :/

i hope all of you have had a very wonderful holiday and a great new years :)

A little tease ;)

i haven't had a second to check this thing, been kinda busy. i'm at my cousins now and since that has happened i have spent every day with edward. we've had amazing sex and discovered some hot new positions that make it even better. i'll tell you all about it & i'm going to give you my review on a lube !

but that'll be next time ;)

Let it snow, let it snow, let it freakin' snow

it is snowing like cuh-razzzzzyyy right now. stupid east coast weather. all i've done all day is watch house. somewhere in between the ice cream and diagnostics i should have written about my date with edward yesterday. i'm not feeling the whole detail thing, but i will tell you the jist of it all.

i got the OK from le grandparents to go out with him yesterday so we made the best of our time; we fucked each other's brains out. i wore exactly what he wanted, a black g-string he loves & a bra that makes my tits look extra perky. we got to our place and it was OHN (as he would say) as soon as we walked through the door, my heart was racing before we even got into the room. 6 months of no sex or intimacy or ANYTHING, i needed this badly.

he came up behind me and kissed my neck. we ended up on the bed and started making out. apparently, he was ready to go, like right that second. i wanted to kiss some more so i made him wait and we kept making out. idk how long in but he wanted my top off, so off it came. he grabbed my tits, licked them, then told me to take off my pants. as i stripped down to my black g-string that makes my ass look amazing, he came up behind me and ran his hands all over me. i ground into him hard, feeling his rock hard dick. we did that for a few before i told him to get on the couch so i could finish giving him head from yesterday. he had other plans...

he kissed me hard and told me he was gonna eat me out, and eat me out he did. i have no idea how long he was down there, but it was a fucking while. i was in heaven. this led to blow jobs on the couch, making out on the couch, sex on the couch, and a finger up my asshole on the couch.

all that lead to me bent over the bathroom sink with him behind me. then the bed. where he fucked me sideways. then fucked me bent over. then me on top foreverrrrr. i rode him hard. i was so close to having an orgasm, at least it felt that way. but i rode him a little to fast and he slipped out causing me to lose concentration. so we moved to him behind me where he fucked me hard and fast and collapsed on top of me. i needing release had him finger me. he works wonders with his fingers. he goes right on my clit and does it soft then gets harder until i come.

it was pretty great. we cuddled for a bit, gave each other massages, he snuck his dick inside me while massaging my back a few times, i gave him head for a while, then we had sex again. he stopped at one point and went down on me for like 10 minutes and then fingered me again giving me another orgasm. 4 hours of fun. lots of fun.

this is way more detailed than i thought it would be but whatever, i felt like writing more. right now i am a little stressed though; tomorrow is our one year anniversary and it is still snowing. if it doesn't clear up, there's no way we will spend our anniversary together. i'm so sad over this. here's praying that the roads are clear and it stops snowing tomorrow.

testing from my phone ! maybe then i can give you lil updates more often ;)

Finally.

after 6 very long months, i saw my edward today. it was so nice to feel him and kiss him and hold his hand as he drove me to my grandparents. he joined my family for dinner and i can tell my grandparents do like him. after dinner we sat in his car and we made out for a bit ;) i'm guessing you guys want to know what happened. what started off as really innocent turned really dirty real quick.

we made out and i began to suck on his neck and ear. he started breathing a bit heavier and i could tell he was getting turned on.
"i can't wait to fuck you."
"mmm, give me your hand."

i grabbed his hand and put it on my breast. he began to play with my tits and moved his hand in my shirt to feel them better. i was getting really turned on with all the kissing and touching and i got really wet when he slid his hand down my pants and began rubbing my clit; it felt so fucking good. he'd stick his fingers deep in me and rubbed my clit all while kissing me, licking me, moaning how badly he wanted me. when he finally stopped he licked his fingers then put his fingers in my mouth. we kissed and shared my taste.

i couldn't help but grab his dick through his pants. he unbuttoned them for me and while i had no intentions on giving him head, i couldn't really stop myself. before i knew it i had my mouth on his dick licking it and sucking it. he was so enjoying it.

"god, i've missed you.
you. are. the. best.
i want to fuck you so bad."

i kept going and i knew he was so close but the angle was not working for us. he fingered me some more and i gave him a little more head but in the end we decided we were gonna wait for saturday to go to our favorite place so we can fuck. i'm totally looking forward to that ;)

sex aside, we sat in his car and hugged and kissed. he gave me adorable forehead kisses and without having to say it, i knew he was telling me he loves me. and i love him, too.

A's baby

just needed to share this;

i got an A-, A, A+ this quarter. this gives me a 3.885 GPA. do you know how awesome that is? i guess studying a day before exams and writing papers the day they are due is totally worth it ;)

my goal for next quarter: no A-'s !

Can Friday cum already?!

god, edward knows exactly how to turn me on. i love how after watching me prance around naked in front of him, he turns the screen to his rock hard dick and strokes it for me. i am soaking wet and can't do a fucking thing about it.

damn him and his fucking self-restraint.

Who are all of you?

within the span of like 4 days, i've had almost 100 hits. i'm curious, who is everyone? maybe if i talk more about sex, i'll get more hits? i think i'll be having plenty of sex in about 4 days from now ;)

He lost.

haha, he totally lost tonight. we were on skype just talking and he kept standing up and flashing me his dick. i figured he either really wanted some or he wanted to tease me. after he did it many more times, i figured it was the former.

"why aren't you showing me your tits?"

"do you want to see them?"

"yeah."

so i showed him my tits & played with them a bit while he just stared. he looked really turned on.

"mmm you should show me more."

"like?"

"like what's under your pants."

i took everything off but my sexy panties and shook my ass for him. at the point that i smacked my ass he told me i should take everything off for safety reasons (haha). so did, and i ran my hands over my naked body while he watched.

"you should touch yourself and let me watch."

after like ten minutes of us being dumb, i put the laptop between my legs, angled it so he could see everything, and went to work. he was moaning into the phone how much i turn him on and how he couldn't wait to lick me and fuck me. i watched him touch himself while i played with myself and then we came together. i can't wait to see what happens in roughly 8 days from now ;)

p.s. i am giving up masturbating til i see him. it really builds it all up !

Skype.

what an amazing thing skype is. me and edward had a 2 hour convo on it tonight. we talked, flirted, stripped, showed bits and pieces, had full on video sex(for a bit), and loved one another. perfect night with my baby :) i couldn't be any happier. after 5 long months of not seeing him move & talk at the same time, this was so nice. he looks even more handsome than i remember haha.

mmm, i love him.

I lost.

so me and edward always try to stop masturbating for 2 weeks prior to us seeing one another. we always give up like a day or so before and opt for steamy phone sex. so last night, he knew i was dying. i had gone 4 days without it and i truly was dying. so he told me to go ahead and do it, but i didn't want to unless he did it with me.

he gave me his whole spiel about not liking it and blah, blah, blah. but he was really pushing for me to do it. he started saying really dirty things knowing it would get me wet. and wet i did get, i was squirming in my bed but i said no. he kept doing it to make me change my mind but i said i wasn't gonna. so he said, 'let's make this interesting...'

he bet me that if he masturbated before he saw me OR if we both didn't he would be my slave the first day and pay for the room (we have no where else to fuck! :/ ), but if i did it, i had to be his slave/slut and pay. fair enough right? i have double the chances of winning! & he said that he would probably lose because after a while he needs to touch himself or his balls hurt. and he hadn't done it in a while so he's kinda overdue for it. i totally took it knowing that i was probably gonna lose.

i didn't sleep all night. i was horny all fucking night. my clit throbbed and i needed serious relief. and this morning, the same fucking thing. i was at sbux with my friend studying for my poly sci final and i couldn't help but think of sex sex sex. when i got home, the urge got worse, especially since i watched porn.

needless to say, i masturbated. i came 4 times. i still need more. i can feel it. but i think 4 for now is good enough. so if edward doesn't do it than i'm his slut for the day. sounds fun ;) i think it's a win win situation anyways. i LOVE when he takes control. so i'll just have to do anything he wants. and, i love being aggressive; it woulda been fun sitting on his face and him having to take it.

i'll do it anyways ;)

Updates!

wow, i've seriously been lagging on this. i can't come up with any excuses other than i'm sorry to the few who read this now and then. let's see what's going on in my life...

• my birthday was pretty good. i was sick prior to it so i wasn't exactly feeling great at my birthday dinner. that day was kind of a mess and the only friend who came through was alice, she is amazing. my actual birthday was good, i took a midterm which i did good on & went to disneyland with alice. and on top of that, i got my car back that day. a pretty good 20th birthday :)

• i am kicking ASS in school this quarter. A's pretty much across the board, which makes me very happy! i've had a rough two years with slacking in premed classes and having a low gpa, so this is a nice change of pace.

• i'm working but my hours are fluctuating right now. last week was 20 hours, this week is 8, next is 4. it kinda sucks because i have a lot of things to by; mom's birthday & hanukkah gift, brother's hanukkah gift, friend's christmas gifts, etc.

• edward and me are doing pretty well. i love that man for putting up with my emotions and loving me unconditionally. since we have been back together we've had little arguments here and there but we work on them together. this brings me to...

• I'M GOING THERE FOR CHRISTMAS/NEW YEARS! i am SO excited ! i've already purchased my ticket ! i'll be there for 2 & 1/2 weeks :) and i get to see my man every day ;)

that's pretty much everything going on with me. i have finals this upcoming week so i will be studying my big butt off for them ! wish me luck !