Shadow.

i've been lagging it a little too much, blame midterms this upcoming week. but i do have a little something for you all: a new video sex post ! ;)

this past week one day me and edward were on skype talking when we started to get a lil frisky. i showed him my tits, and he showed me his dick which was nice & hard. he began stroking it for me, which got me wet. i could feel it down there, my clit pulsing, everything starting to feel moist, he definitely knows how to turn me on.

i have a hard time coming with the camera between my legs, so i opted to have him just say dirty things without the camera. he said hot, dirty things that had me coming within a few minutes.


"i wanna lick your pussy and get you all worked up then shove my dick deep inside you.

when i'm about to come, i wanna pull out and shove it into your mouth, making you choke on my dick, and then come down your throat.

i wanna bend you over and fuck your ass and come deep inside it.

i wanna eat your pussy then lick your ass.

i want you so bad, god i'm gonna fuck you hard when i see you."


i was so worked up and wet that i couldn't hold back and i came pretty hard. he still hadn't so i decided to give him what he wants: a hot view of my pussy. i positioned my laptop in between my legs and rubbed my clit for him.


"what do you want me to do to you?"
"stick your fingers inside my pussy like this, first one finger then two. and lick my clit softly while you finger me gently. and fuck my ass."
"you should show me exactly what you want me to do to you. and, stick your finger up your ass for me."


so i did what he wanted; i spread my cheeks and showed him my asshole and then stuck a finger that had lube all over it up my tight little hole. and then played with my clit with my other hand. i told him how badly i want to suck his dick and fuck him in every way possible. he told me i was turning him on so much, and within a few minutes he came a delicious load all over his tummy.

the best part? the light that was shining made a shadow of his dick on his wall. after he came he still had a little come hanging off of him. the shadow on the wall of come hanging off his dick looked so fucking hot.

Words Don't Do Justice

to describe my love for edward. a beautiful night with him leaves me breathless of words. the look in his eyes as he told me he loves me and will love me forever has left me so grateful for an everlasting love. i am madly in love with him, and no fight matters, because in the end it's just me and him.

sigh, what i would give to be intertwined with him this very second.

Sex Aside.

i really love edward. the last two days he's been so sad and it's a culmination of being stressed over money, school, his dog, his family, and me not being there :( when he told me last night and the night before that he misses me so much, i could hear the sadness in his voice. i know that feeling all too well. it sucks. i only wish i could be there to hold his hand and lay with him all day.

oh how i miss him.

Sex On The Mind.

so since i'm not having sex for the next 3 months i've decided to write a different kind of blog today, specifically about edward. it's going to be everything i love about him, but in regards to sex and that delicious body that brings me amazing pleasure ;)

on christmas eve me and him were in my room in my cousin's house. every few seconds he'd try and slip his fingers into my pants. i was beyond wet.

in the movies when my little brother got up to go to the bathroom, he stuck his fingers down my pants and fingered me, making me soaking wet.

after dinner on christmas day, we walked out of friday's and he smacked my ass hard and told me he was frustrated and was going to take it all out on me. i love being used by him ;)

i love how whenever we're about to fuck he has this look on his face: his mouth agape, eyes fixed on mine, looking like he's about to fuck me into unconsciousness. that look, god, it's fucking hot.

i love how when i was straddling him his finger ended up in my ass.

i love being fucked rough, and he fucks me hard. we fuck more than we make love, and it's insane. the thrusting, the moaning, the hair pulling, biting, licking, sucking. it's turning me on just thinking about it.

i love when i give him head and he pushes my head down al the way, making me choke.

i love when he comes in my mouth. his warm, tasty come filling my mouth and making it's way down my throat.

when he came in my ass, i nearly died. i love the feeling of it spurting inside me.

i love that he bites me everywhere. my ass, lips, neck, tits, hips, thighs, you name it.

i love how he craves my pussy and changes up his routine when he finally licks it. he goes slow, then fast, then takes my clit into his mouth and sucks hard.

i love when he's on top and i want a kiss he resists by fucking me harder so i can't prop myself up.

i love watching him fuck me. the faces he makes, the look in his eyes, his hunger for me.

doggy style in front of a mirror is fucking hot ;) especially when he pulls my hair.

i love wearing lingerie for him. when he sees me in it, his eyes pop, his dick grows, and his mouth is open. and then, he tears everything off and fucks me like crazy.

i love that he adores my body and grabs onto it every chance he gets. i especially love when he smacks my ass and leaves it stinging ;)

i love his dick. i love the length, the taste, the feel. i love how it feels in my mouth, my pussy, and my ass. i love the curve of it and how the head is incredibly smooth.

i love when he fucks me and then fucks my face.

i love stroking his dick in the car in broad daylight.

i loved fucking him in my house when everyone was home.

i love subtly grinding into him in public and feeling him grow against my ass.

i love just grinding into him in a thong. he loves that too.

lap dances are fun ;)

i love oiled up sex; slipping and sliding all over each other.

i love how he makes me come and keeps rubbing my clit even when it's sore.

i love when we shower and he bends me over and just pounds into me.

i think there is so much more but those are just the ones coming to mind right now. believe me, our sex life is amazing. i'm gonna fuck his brains out in march.

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"Oh, Hello."

we had wonderful video web sex again. i stripped down and played with my tits and spread my ass cheeks for him while he sat there with his 'eyes popping out.'

"you don't look like you're really into it."

"i am, don't you see my eyes popping out of my head?"

"well, i'm looking for something else."

he got up and showed me his rock hard dick waiting to be touched. i told him to close his eyes and i put my laptop right in between my legs and started to finger myself.

"open your eyes."

"Oh, hello. yeah that's really nice."

he looked so turned on. he moved the camera so it was on his dick and i could watch him stoke himself. we did this silently since people were up in both of our houses and just watched each other.

"your pussy looks so good."

(i fucking love when he says things like that to me. it drives me up the wall.)

"i wanna eat it. i love you, so much. and i'm gonna fuck you hard."

i moaned and went so much faster. i love watching him but when we're doing video or phone sex, i need to hear him say dirty things. he likes to hear me moan, so usually he says things and i moan haha. it was pretty fucking hot. he came a little bit before me, another huge load. i always wanna lick it off of him ! i finished with a pretty decent orgasm ;)

I think I'm in love.

i am loving this new blog i read, and i think you all will too. check out The Secretive Slut for your own viewing pleasure. this incredibly hot, artistic couple are fairly newish (i think? correct me if i'm wrong jezebel!) and i'm loving their writing styles. jezebal and cane have video wednesdays and pic fridays where they pic out videos and pics and tell everyone what turns them on about it. very sexy posts ;)

and i think i have a girly crush on jezebel ;) she seems like this balls out chick who knows exactly what she wants: a rough fuck. after reading her introduction post, i feel like i relate with her. i want edward to fuck me hard and not stop. i absolutely loved when i gave him head in his car, and when a car drove by he pushed my head down farther, choking me on his cock. i love when he takes control and gets exactly what he wants. i love fucking him.

anyways, i think you all would really enjoy reading it so check it out !

ps. i haven't had anything to post since i've been sick and my sex life is obviously lacking :/ but i think i'm going to post about one of our fuck sessions another day, but a far more detailed one ;)

Memories.

i skimmed a lot of my older posts about me and edward and it made me cry. i forgot how bad it was, and when i skimmed some of these posts, memories flooded my head. those memories are still painful because they really weren't that long ago.

the uncertainty i felt, the uncertainty he felt, the effect of his family, all of it. it was so hard for both of us.

i am happy to say we are way beyond that, and couldn't be any happier, well we could if we lived by one another. but really, i am madly in love with my edward and truly happy with him.

Yummy.

Last night me and edward had webcam sex. He was so cute, the way he initiated it. He told me he needed to show me "something," so he stood up and showed me his delicious dick. I hate having webcam sex with the laptop in between my legs so he opted to watch me instead. I watched him stoke his hard dick until he finally came a huge load on his belly. I came right after him, which I think made him come a little more.

I really wanted to like all of it off his stomach. I love how he tastes.

I miss Him.

i miss my edward already and it's been like 2 days. boooo. i just wanna go back, like right fucking now. i got so spoiled seeing him almost everyday and now i don't get to see him for 3 months :/ sigh. but we're gonna have a skype date tonight so i'll be a bit happier once i see his gorgeous face :)

on another note, i start school tomorrow too so i shall be quite busy again, but i'm sure i'll be updating now and then. no sex posts though, unless it's phone sex ;) i'm totally dying to get it in the ass right now though ;)

Happy New Years!

i had an amazing past two days with edward. we had some delicious tex mex with his friend and his girlfriend and spent the night together for the first time. i kinda want to keep all the romantic stuff to myself because i want to relish in it, but i will say that i have never felt so connected to him in the one year i've been with him. we made love without even having sex, and it was truly amazing.

however, i will tell you this: my ass hurts. and it's not from being spanked. he fucked my ass last night twice and i am definitely sore. after he finally got it in and i loosened up a bit, i really enjoyed it. he fucked me hard too, and came in my ass. it felt so hot and warm shooting up into my ass, totally hot ;) i know i constantly say i was so close to coming but really, i was. if he had gone maybe 5 more minutes i think i would have. my pussy was clenching up and i felt sensations throughout my entire body. i'm actually dying for an orgasm right now. i had my period last night and there was no way he was fucking me in my pussy. i think i'm going to shower and do it right now, i'm still horny after last night. we'll be trying anal a lot from now on ;)

hope you all had a fun & safe new year :)