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i had turned on my laptop with the intentions of writing about friday night. i wanted to tell you all about how much of a dirty whore edward wants me to be, and how he's going to fuck me like the whore i am. but, i am much too tired and slightly buzzed to do so.

maybe tomorrow. goodnight.

Submissive

i am a sub. there is no doubt in my mind. sure, i occasionally love to dominate edward. i want to make him do things, but more than anything, i love being dominated. i love teasing his neck with kisses and licks, and feeling his hand clench around my hair and push me down to suck his dick as i force against it. i love it. i go nuts over it.

lately, whenever i fantasize about us, i always think about this one thing that happened when he was here last. i was going down on him, and in the midst of it i said something. he told me to repeat myself and i said no. he insisted i tell him, so i told him to make me. within five seconds of me saying that, he grabbed a fistful of hair and wrapped his other hand around my neck. "tell me." he said it with such seriousness and a look of furiousness in his eyes. i couldn't believe it, and what i couldn't believe more was how turned on i became after that, and how badly i wanted to obey his every command.

i constantly play that night over in my head. it turns me on like crazy. none of it scared me, it just amazed me that i am such a sub. i really thought i was about even on both, maybe a wee bit more on the sub side. but i think it's clear i'm definitely submissive. i cannot wait for june when he ties me up and blindfolds me. i can't wait until he smacks my ass as he fucks me. and i can't wait until he forces me down to suck his cock.

TMI Tuesday

1. Commando: Sexy or disgusting? Do you have a "best" commando story?

i rarely go commando. it's not that i don't like it, but edward is hardly here. he does all the time though, and it's always lovely to be greeted by a hard dick when i unbutton his pants.



2. Foreplay: Is there such a thing as too much? Too much?

i love foreplay. i love being licked, sucked, fingered, kissed, everything.


3. Oral sex: Good if you are getting? Good is you are giving? Equally ewwwww?

i love giving & getting. 69 is always fun ;)



4. Orgasm: Is one per night enough or does the first one just get your motor running?

more than one is usually a plus :)



5. Morning sex: "Oh hell yes!", "Well if I have, too." or "Just get in the shower and go to work."

he seems to be riskiest, but we've only done it a few times. it's a yes :)



Bonus (as in optional): Have you ever had anonymous sex? Have you ever had an orgasm without at least knowing your partner's last name?

i've never had anonymous sex. sorry, i'm boring haha

Sexting.

today is one of our monthly-versaries. in honor of that, i decided to be a bad girl & text edward dirty things ;) (italicized is me)

"when we get to the (insert name of hotel we frequent) i'm gonna push you down on the bed & give you mind blowing head. i wanna make you twitch when i lick & nibble your balls"

"i like your plan."

"i want to grind my ass into your dick. i want to feel how hard you are against me. i want you to take control of me & make me do whatever you want."

"again, more good idea. we should totally make time go faster."

"uh huh. i wish you were here, i'm in the mood to have my ass fucked."

"i want hot, heavy, heart pounding sex in june. lots of angles, lots of positions, lots of ache ;)"

"tell me more."

"i want you to ride me until it hurts."

"what else? tell me EVERYTHING. i want to know everything you want."

"i want you to hold my dick in your mouth and i want your mouth to water. i want you to squeeze my dick with your ass while im inside you"

"yeah i remember you like that. more... ;)"

"i want to drip my cum over your face then give me head until i come again."

"that made my nipples hard. & i'm wet. keep going."

"i want to cum in your pussy. then have you blow me."

"i want you to fuck my pussy, then fuck my mouth, & then bend me over & fuck my ass. i want to feel you cum in it."

"i want you to suck my balls."

"what's something we haven't done that you wanna do?"

"weve done like everything. maybe some vibrating panties."

"that sounds really fun. i wanna wear them in public & you tease me with the remote unexpectedly."

at that point he told me exercising has been pumping up his sex drive; he's constantly horny. which is a very good thing for me ;)

"give me one good last txt. one that'll make me wet."

"im going to strip you. rip your clothes off. suck on your hard nipples. suck your clit. and finally, cum in your ass. i want to cum in your pussy so bad."

"mission accomplished, my clit is throbbing. fuck i want you."

that was the last of our texting. this all happened while i was surrounded by tons of students in the library. i was aching to touch myself.

tonight on skype, i didn't think we were gonna. but i showed him my ass & cunt, and well, one thing led to another. i rubbed my wet pussy until he came all over, and then he said dirty things to me causing me to have an orgasm. pretty hot anniversary, huh? ;)

p.s. does anyone know where i can get some affordable, comfortable vibrating panties?

Describe in detail how you get yourself off.

hmm. i usually use my vibrator. when i do, i tease myself mercilessly; i put it right on my clit letting it get me really close then i pull away and rub up & down along my cunt. i close my legs as tight as i can and put it on my clit, which makes me want to come. i do this over and over making me want release bad. and when i can't take it anymore, i either rub it really fast up and down my cunt or put it directly on my clit while closing my legs as tight as i can. within seconds my body is arching and spasms go throughout my entire body.

when i use my fingers (most of the time with edward), i rub really hard on my clit and do the same as above, i make myself beg for it.

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Three

being the amount of times i came tonight as i watched edward stroke his dick. god he gets me going.

Welcome back to CA

i'm going to write this post even though i really should be writing my paper for my group project. without further adieu: edward's first night here.

as we drove home from lax, we talked, sang, and held hands. he was incredibly sweet for the majority of the ride, singing "beautiful girls" to me and kissing my hand. but things changed once we were close to my house. he leaned in and told me, "i'm going to do dirty, dirty things to you tonight. i can't wait to taste your pussy." that alone sent blood straight down to my pussy, making it moist.

after we got to my house, he said his hellos to my mom and called it a night with me following behind him. i needed to change so i went in to my room and closed my door. as i slipped off my panties to put on my thong, he knocked on my door. "don't come in! i'm not dressed, seriously!" "really?" it didn't take long before he came in, shut the door, planted a huge, hungry kiss on my lips, and fingered me vigorously. he smiled and walked out.

in his room we tried to keep it PG, but that didn't last for long. making out and feeling each other, he got up and told me he wanted to go down on me right then and there. i definitely was not prepared for him to do what he did: he pulled off my pajamas and panties and dove in for my cunt. he licked, sucked, and nibbled making me writhe in his bed. he stopped and i told him i was going to go take a shower, so i put my clothes back on. but before i could get up and leave, his head was down on my crotch over my pajama pants licking over it. all of this happened while my brother showered less than 5 feet away from us.

i decided to wait on the shower so we shut off the lights. we started making out again, and he slid his fingers down my panties and fingered me. when he finished, he brought his hands up and sucked my juices off his fingers, and then put his fingers in my mouth. with his fingers still in my mouth, he went in for a kiss so we could both lick his fingers and taste me. his tongue met mine and we continued to make out. within no time clothes had come off. he went down on me again, licking from bottom to top. it felt fucking amazing as his moist tongue licked me everywhere, especially when he sucked on my clit. after he gave me amazing head, i figured he needed it. i went down on him, licking his balls, sucking his dick making him writhe under me. he hadn't come in almost 2 weeks, he was in dire need of release.

as i made my way up, he got on top and slowly slid his dick up against me. he teased me; putting the head in then pulling out. finally, he shoved his cock deep inside me and fucked me. he stopped, saying he was already close. i decided to take matters into my own hands; with him on top, i moved my hips up and down and squeezed so he felt all kinds of amazing pressure. he moaned and i knew it felt good.

he got up and led me off the bed. i found myself bent over with him behind me fucking me with need. after a few hard pumps in my cunt he whispered, "i'm going to come." he pulled out and i quickly knelt down in front of his hard, wet cock. he jacked off and pulled my head onto his dick. at that moment, come poured from his dick into my eager mouth. there was so much that it spilled from my mouth, down my chin, and onto the floor of the guest room.

it was an amazing night.

you have any tats?

I wish I could respond by saying I have some really awesome tattoo & I can't tell you cause it'll give me away. Unfortunately, I don't have one at all :/

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Would you ever do it with a girl? Maybe as a threesome with Edward?

the only girl that i actually know who i'd be willing to do it with is one of my close friends, we'll call her S. she offered, but in all honesty, i couldn't do it with edward. it would probably ruin us, and i don't want to ever do that.

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...

This is for the person who left me the message on formspring (you know who you are). I would like to talk, believe me. Nothing sexual, just getting to know YOU better, cause you seem like an interesting guy. BUT, my man is slightly uneasy about me blogging in general. He knows you want to fuck me too, and that makes him more uneasy.

Now, I'm not saying I let Edward control me, but I respect him enough to not do something that would make him feel uncomfortable. I would feel uncomfortable if it were the other way around. I'm down for talking through blogger if you'd like. Screen name is too personal, and I know I'd feel guilty if we said sexual things to each other, and I think we would. I'm sorry.

Too bad it doesn't have a chat thing there.

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Good Friday

as i showed him my curvaceous tits, he told me he was ready to go. i stripped, spread my legs, put the camera between my legs, and showed him my pussy.

we watched each other masturbating with low moans. he came a delicious load, and i came shortly after as he said dirty things to me.

i know, it's not detailed, but i'm too dead to write more. it was pretty hot though. and yes, i know i need to post on our first date. it was so fucking good, i want to keep it to myself just a little bit longer ;)