Memories.

i skimmed a lot of my older posts about me and edward and it made me cry. i forgot how bad it was, and when i skimmed some of these posts, memories flooded my head. those memories are still painful because they really weren't that long ago.

the uncertainty i felt, the uncertainty he felt, the effect of his family, all of it. it was so hard for both of us.

i am happy to say we are way beyond that, and couldn't be any happier, well we could if we lived by one another. but really, i am madly in love with my edward and truly happy with him.