I lost.

so me and edward always try to stop masturbating for 2 weeks prior to us seeing one another. we always give up like a day or so before and opt for steamy phone sex. so last night, he knew i was dying. i had gone 4 days without it and i truly was dying. so he told me to go ahead and do it, but i didn't want to unless he did it with me.

he gave me his whole spiel about not liking it and blah, blah, blah. but he was really pushing for me to do it. he started saying really dirty things knowing it would get me wet. and wet i did get, i was squirming in my bed but i said no. he kept doing it to make me change my mind but i said i wasn't gonna. so he said, 'let's make this interesting...'

he bet me that if he masturbated before he saw me OR if we both didn't he would be my slave the first day and pay for the room (we have no where else to fuck! :/ ), but if i did it, i had to be his slave/slut and pay. fair enough right? i have double the chances of winning! & he said that he would probably lose because after a while he needs to touch himself or his balls hurt. and he hadn't done it in a while so he's kinda overdue for it. i totally took it knowing that i was probably gonna lose.

i didn't sleep all night. i was horny all fucking night. my clit throbbed and i needed serious relief. and this morning, the same fucking thing. i was at sbux with my friend studying for my poly sci final and i couldn't help but think of sex sex sex. when i got home, the urge got worse, especially since i watched porn.

needless to say, i masturbated. i came 4 times. i still need more. i can feel it. but i think 4 for now is good enough. so if edward doesn't do it than i'm his slut for the day. sounds fun ;) i think it's a win win situation anyways. i LOVE when he takes control. so i'll just have to do anything he wants. and, i love being aggressive; it woulda been fun sitting on his face and him having to take it.

i'll do it anyways ;)