Finally.

after 6 very long months, i saw my edward today. it was so nice to feel him and kiss him and hold his hand as he drove me to my grandparents. he joined my family for dinner and i can tell my grandparents do like him. after dinner we sat in his car and we made out for a bit ;) i'm guessing you guys want to know what happened. what started off as really innocent turned really dirty real quick.

we made out and i began to suck on his neck and ear. he started breathing a bit heavier and i could tell he was getting turned on.
"i can't wait to fuck you."
"mmm, give me your hand."

i grabbed his hand and put it on my breast. he began to play with my tits and moved his hand in my shirt to feel them better. i was getting really turned on with all the kissing and touching and i got really wet when he slid his hand down my pants and began rubbing my clit; it felt so fucking good. he'd stick his fingers deep in me and rubbed my clit all while kissing me, licking me, moaning how badly he wanted me. when he finally stopped he licked his fingers then put his fingers in my mouth. we kissed and shared my taste.

i couldn't help but grab his dick through his pants. he unbuttoned them for me and while i had no intentions on giving him head, i couldn't really stop myself. before i knew it i had my mouth on his dick licking it and sucking it. he was so enjoying it.

"god, i've missed you.
you. are. the. best.
i want to fuck you so bad."

i kept going and i knew he was so close but the angle was not working for us. he fingered me some more and i gave him a little more head but in the end we decided we were gonna wait for saturday to go to our favorite place so we can fuck. i'm totally looking forward to that ;)

sex aside, we sat in his car and hugged and kissed. he gave me adorable forehead kisses and without having to say it, i knew he was telling me he loves me. and i love him, too.