Oh.My.God.

wow. that is pretty much all i can muster up to say at this second. few things:

1. i lost tonight.
2. i'm gonna be his slut all day friday.
3. i'm not going to touch myself until thursday night.

let's start with numero uno. he came home and we started chatting and after ten minutes or so, he started saying dirty things to me. i could feel everything build in me; i could feel my clit throbbing and my pussy starting to soak. his words got me going so badly.

"baby, i need you to touch your clit for me. i just need it. please, for me. this isn't a matter of winning or losing, i need you to do it."

i protested and made him promise i wouldn't lose, but he wouldn't do it.

"i'm taking control. i'm dominating you right now. this isn't a request, it's a command. do it."

i was fucking dying. i did what he wanted, i rubbed my clit, and oh.my.god it felt fucking amazing.

"baby you are turning me on so much. i wanna eat your pussy so badly. i wanna spread your ass and lick it and then fuck your ass so hard."

i brought myself to the brink of orgasm and stopped; i didn't want to lose. he started saying dirty things to me again, but this time, he made it clear i'm his and his alone.

"you're mine. i wanna fuck you like the little slut you are. you are my slut. i'm gonna use your body. are you my little slut, baby?"

me moaning into the phone, mmmmmhm as i rub my clit. i stopped again and asked him what is in store for me if i lose right now.

this brings us to two: i'm gonna be his slut. i'm going to have my body fucked in every position imaginable. he's gonna lick my cunt as soon as he gets into the room. he's going to fuck my throat and come all over my face. he's going to bend me over in the shower, eat my ass, fuck it, and then come in it. he's going to handcuff me, lay me on my stomach, and then fuck my ass again. he's gonna go down on me until i come all over his face and then eat my come.

wow. i think losing is winning. so i did just that, i lost. i lost as he said all of those things to me, telling me i'm his slut and he's gonna fuck me so hard. i came incredibly hard from all of it.

he opted to not touch himself. he wants me and me alone to relieve him of this. and we're not waiting until friday. i'm fucking him thursday night, with everyone in the house. i don't give a fuck if people are home, we're going to fuck. and we wanna fuck a lot. i'm gonna ride his cock all night. as we talked about thursday night, i started touching myself again and had another amazingly huge orgasm.

he was dying though, he told me he was trembling and needed my pussy bad. he told me he's been craving it and that's why eating me out is going to be the first thing he does to me. no protests here ;) this leads us to number three, no more for me either. i know i've lost, but since i came twice tonight i can hold out for four more days. in four days he'll be here, and we're going to fuck every day at least once a day. probably 1-2 maybe 3 times a day. i'm looking forward to all of it.

a few side notes: he never calls me his slut. like ever. he's done it once before, but that's it. he's never used the word cock, only dick. and he sure as fuck has never said he might have to gag me in order to keep me from moaning thursday night. i don't know if he's been reading my blog lately, but if he has i'm pretty sure he's gotten the slut thing from some comments on a recent post.

baby, if you're reading this, i'm gonna fuck you like there's no tomorrow everyday you are here.

if he isn't, well i have no idea where all of this came from. he said it's from not doing anything in a while, and because he can't get the image of me naked out of his head. all of this dirty talk worked; i ended up giving in. but like i said, i think losing is winning in my case. i love being dominated. i'll have plenty of days to take control of him ;)

one more thing he said to me: "one day when no one is home and you least expect it, i'm going to go into your room, take off your pants, and fuck you hard. i'm going to be in control of you."

not only is he an amazing boyfriend but he is one helluva lover. he knows how to get me going. he's mine. and i'm his dirty little cock sucking slut.

goodnight ;)