Major sigh.

we broke up. please excuse me if i'm not on this very often, at least for a while. i want to feel numb and keep busy so i don't think about what i feel. all i know is we're probably gonna get back together when he figures his shit out.

funny, i don't really want to tell my friends or 'cancel' my relationship with him on facebook. but i did want to tell all of you.

i feel so alone. my heart hurts. i hope the pain goes away.

sigh.