Epiphany.

he had one this past weekend. he's no longer confused. he knows what he wants, me. his words were music to my ears. he made me feel stronger and gave me more faith.

i am happy, truly happy. we have made it past our speed bump, and it is now up to us to keep going as long as we can. i love edward with every single inch of me. we both can't stop talking about december. something has changed both of us. i feel so much more in love with him lately. i blush when talking about him to C*. i feel like a giddy school girl, giggling at everything he says. he flirts with me, he tells me how much he loves me, how he wants me there with him, how he wants me forever. it feels amazing to be loved and adored.

i don't know what caused this at all. when i asked edward he told me, "be happy. just let it go and be happy. don't worry about what caused it. i want you." he sent me such cute texts the day he told me he wasn't confused anymore.

maybe i'm too in love that i'll let my love blind my logic again. i don't think it will though, i am starting fresh and not dwelling on things anymore. i will go day by day and stop looking into the future. i know edward may not be the one, but only time will tell. as for now, i'm going to love him and he's going to love me.

*an old friend from high school