Naked.

sorry i haven't posted for a few days but things are much better with me & edward. he's going through a lot right now and all he needs is my love and patience. i have to say, things look really good for us :)

i just got out of the shower and i'm sitting here completely naked so i think now is a good time to talk about how much i truly love to lounge around in the nude. when i look at other women's bodies i can feel pretty self conscious; i'm not skinny and tall and i sure as fuck do not have the perfect body. but when i'm home and i look at myself in the mirror i get this kinda rush, and i kinda fall in love with my body each time. because while i may not have a body like kim kardashian, it's real and it's mine. i had so many issues with my body as i grew up and for the first time in all of my life i'm content with it. especially when i'm naked. i think edward has a huge role in all of this, he absolutely loves my curvy body. and knowing he does just makes me appreciate it that much more.

but anyways, like i said, i love to lay around naked. when no one is home in my house i walk around naked for hours at a time. it's so liberating and makes me feel good. and i really can't help but just like look at every inch of my flesh when i'm naked. i will get up multiple times and just look at my body; my tits, my huge ass, my curves, my hips, everything. i feel so comfortable naked and i get turned on just sitting in my bed naked.

i think it's a psychosexual thing relating to birth; we were born in the buff and when we're babies we're so free. babies walk around naked a lot because it's comfortable. and while people don't always admit it, babies tend to touch themselves when they are naked because they feel pleasure and they are curious. they may not get what pleasure is but they know how it feels. i think it's the same thing for adults who enjoy being naked. we're in our full on birthday suit, the way we were created, and it can be this huge rush to see your body how it was made. and when you're naked, you can't help but want to touch yourself, or at least think about touching yourself, just like a baby touches himself when he's naked.

deviating from psychology and babies, lounging naked is amazing. i'm still in the buff, and i'm turned on. i snap pictures for edward whenever i lounge naked, just so he gets a look at what he gets to fuck when he sees me next. i'm so comfortable right now that i really don't want to get dressed for work, haha. i just love how soft my body feels, how curvy it is, and how it's my imperfectly perfect body. i get so turned on looking at it, and i usually end up just touching myself because i'm that turned on. 

i really think everyone should try it. the next time you're alone just walk around naked in your house. look at yourself in the mirror, admire what you have. it may just turn you on ;)